au revoir
its never easy saying goodbye.a close friend is leaving tonight - thanks for the memories, conversations and other good times...till 07. toh tuck 07. badminton 15-15. ull be missed.
a close relative is slipping into dementia. how long more do they have? how long must a brilliant and kind hearted person have to suffer. each day is slide downhill. what is the point of waking every morning if one has nothing to live for - failing senses, no companionship, no purpose, no joy. i admire the way you bore your loss and your sufferings with dignity and forebearance. i deeply respect you for how you taught us to live through how you live.
religion? with which to hide behind when confronted with our inabilities and mortality?
what comfort has that brought?
and to x - i give up. the rollercoaster ride ends now. this cost is too dear to bear.
posted by Tilted @ 3:44 am
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